More Nghtmares

So I'm still having dreams. More like nightmares. I had one last night where Pastor and I were kidnapped and by the time we were finally released to go home, the baby didn't recognize us anymore and cried every time I held him. Is it normal to have dreams like this? I woke up crying because all I wanted was for my baby to know me, to know that I loved him and that was gone in the dream. I kept hugging Duane until I woke him up. Even now it haunts my memory. How would it be to lose the connection you have with your child? The thought makes me shudder.